Malaysia in final

Ok all I can say is that yesterday match was darn great. I don't watch football caused I don't really understand why it can be an offside or others so I just watch! Yesterday we never planned to watch the match but at the warong we had dinner it is like crazy people watching. So when I heard GOALLLLLLLLLLLL, my first response was 'who scored?', After that minute, I locked my eyes to the screen. Isn't it funny? I was the one shouted in the stall. Oh what an embarrassing action was that.

Anyway, Congratulation to the team and hope you guys are well- prepared to meet the Indonesian again next Wednesday with a better spirit, motivation and of course PERFORMANCE! Kasi bolos 1 goal!!!!

Bye, So long :)

Where to dine?

I need help, can anyone please give few suggestions of good and reasonable restaurant around KL that suitable to celebrate my parent's anniversary this 26th December. I looked around but couldn't really find one. Criteria would be at least 4.5/5 rating for food. Atmosphere around 3-4 is good enough. We also prefer seafood if possible. Please!

This I promise you

Ok, now I know it is still early for me to talk about a ring. Let 28 be the ideal age for me to settle down so that I won't lose my battle with Syed Arif (Sorry Ariff intentionally use your name here). Yeah we made a deal, either one of us who first to settle down will have to announce to all the guest, this  unpleasant statement 'Saya ___(loser's name)____ mengumumkan bahawa saya telah kalah bertarung kepada ____(winner's name)____ kerana saya gatal sangat nak kawin awal' - translation: 'I _____(loser's name)____ hereby announced that I lost the battle with _____(winner's name)____ because I'm to desperate to get married early'.

So I chose 28 as the ideal age because by that time it is not that shameful to say those to all the guests. Haha. Ok back to my main mission, after browsing some wedding pictures of Marion Caunter and SM Nasarudin, I started to sew some dreams for my far far away wedding :P. So unlike others, I kinda have a little bit high taste on my wedding ring. No gold for me, all I want is a diamond ring (1 carat is good enough, haha).

I've browse through the Tiffany Co. website and I found my WISH RING! Please don't think about the price, I know that it is beyond expectation but it is worthy. Sharing this idea is just to alert all the girls outside if you think that your love is capable enough to buy you one, then diamond should be the choice. I'm not engouraging people to be a gold digger but just to open some typical Malaysians' eyes to try something new and take more challenges in life. Most important thing is not till you put yourself in debt with any parties cause that is an unhealthy financial decision!

officially listed in my wishlist, the eloile ring

have fun and till next post people, So long :)

White Collar

Urgh, new series shown first time in Asia, the 'White Collar' on FOX (channel 710) promised you a pleasure night show with your family and for those who love a damn hot good looking actor, Matthew Bomer pledging you something that you will never regret off!

It is about a con-man, Neal Caffrey who tries to escape from the prison to find his girlfriend. Unfortunately, he was captured for the second time by an FBI agent, Peter Burke. The series is more on the deal where Caffrey will help Burke by giving information about white-collar criminals as a part of his work-release program from the prison. 

So don't forget to turn your TV on and So long :)

Sober

Hahahahahahahahahahaha.... what? hahahahahahahahhahahahahaha...

Sorry people I have a joke that I NEED to share with all, it has been ever since, that I have a bad habit that I don't think I can live without. I'll feel sad, touched, sober and sensible every single time I hear soft/light English song at night. I'll only feel those AT NIGHT, ok! Look I think I really need a psychiatrist and a psychologist... hahah

You know, whenever I hear those songs, I will just put myself walking alone by a beautiful lake under the light of the moon in a thick clothes to warm me down from the breeze and chill wind of the night. Obviously it's not in Malaysia. With covered hand in the huge pockets on the clothes, I'll walk and stare at the beauty of the lights on high building and people wandering around in pairs. (I think I have the goof to be a novelist :P)

Ok2, before i get over-reacted and over-excited, wishing everyone a good night and have a great day to all. So long :)

P/S: We hate to see people around us misleading each others and being the third person to clear the mess is just who we are. Keep on doing that cause that is who you are

The Skeleton Dance

Aniq's favorite dancing song... haha :D

Anyway I think this can be a good exercise for those staying at home, while waiting for people or even while you're in a queue! hahah have fun dancing and so long :)

Petroleum Engineer

Breaking news by Petronas, one of the pipeline platform in eastern coast of Peninsular Malaysia was on fire yesterday. So because of that, I saw several comments and statuses saying 'Save the earth, Kill the petroleum engineers!', 'Petroleum engineers are environment murderer' and so on. I'm kinda pissed off reading those because they have no rights to say that. Ok kinda agree many people will have many different thoughts but is the accident occurrence was in the field plan? HELL NO and NEVER!

As a student who will be called as a Petroleum Engineer in 6 months time I'm sad because people outside are still having somekind of narrow and out-dated minds. Petroleum Engineers work day and night, sacrifice their energies working around the clock with less time for their families, expose with hazards every single tick of the time and putting their life at the edge. They work hard to the best limit to avoid those catastrophic events but sometimes those are beyond human power. We can't purely stop accidents from happening.

Do we realize that as a petroleum consumers we are the one that murdering the environment. We use petrol/fuel in our cars, we buy cars, we wear clothes, we sit on the chair. Those demands and necessary items that made the petroleum in high demand. They, the engineers work to extract those resources out for our own benefits. So they are not the killer! WE ARE! If you think we should kill those petroleum engineers, then kill yourself first before you can do that. We all are responsible for the bad impacts on the environment. Blame OURSELVES then.

Thats all for now folks! sorry kinda emotional hahah :D. So long, till next post! :)

P/S: There are many other ways the planet is killed!

Penang trip

Yeay I hope it is not too late for me to talk on my journey in Penang last few weekends with my family. I now most of my classmates are out from Malaysia doing some vacation in Aussie, Oxford, Indonesia and even Thailand this semester break. But for me, Penang, Johor are good enough for now hehe.

So last a couple of week ago, my dad had his Cub Prix event in Penang. So since that we had the opportunity to extend our vacation there till the Awal Muharram public holiday. Our day starts with the cub bike races and a good and educational visit to the Fort Cornwallis located near the Padang Kota Lama, Penang. This is the place built by Francis Light in the century of 1800. There, many small buildings are still standing, preserved and repaired by the government. I have few pictures including the 'beca' riding. have fun people wathing.

Oh yeah not to forget the best part of the trip was when we were at my Aunt's father, Mr Lee's house. He gave us plenty betta fishes (fighting fishes) to my brother since he wish to be a good and successful betta breeder. Wish him all the best with his dream. Most of the thing, I will never ever forget how I kept myself awake from Penang to KL since I'm holding bettas in my hand. Their life were 100% in my hand that day. haha. So long :)

in front of the small church were the mother's of Francis Light's kid were married

they were so excited to be on 'beca'

we too

Why do we fight?

Ok, since it's holiday, I'm kinda lazy to update my blog. Sorry my bad haha just can't sit in front of my lappy 24-7 around the clock. Actually I feel frustrated because I thought I can change the world but I CAN'T. No one can! In a day, have you ever experience not talking bad about others, argue with others on a silly thing or feel annoy with any one? That is SOOOO impossible isn't it?

Why do we feel that? Why can't we be open with anything? Why should we be too sensitive with any advices or comments from others? Why do we hate others when they try to make us a better person? Do we feel perfect with ourselves? Are we perfect? Can we be perfect?

NO WE CAN'T NEVER BE PERFECT! that is why we have to take those advices and try to improve ourselves on the necessary thing. I actually feel sad to see my cousins hating each other just because of a stupid picture and silly words which made for fun. But when someone take it seriously and became too sensitive, they stop to talk to each other and they can even barely to see each others' faces.

Don't you think that this is just a silly and small matter to argue upon. I think it's true when my Dad said 'Anger will make us a killer'. We killed good relations when we angry to one. We hate them because they made mistakes. We barely forgive them. We arrogantly avoid to seek for forgiveness. That is why the world now is not a good  place to live in as it has already full with hatred, envious, jealousy, egos, self-centered, greedy and disrespect. The only way to make this world a better place is when we starts to believe in God and loves others like we  love ourselves.

Pray for the best and lets turn ourselves to Him as He's the only power that can change the world in a blink of an eye. So long pals :)

REMEMBER: What goes around, Comes all the way back around! That is a promise by ALLAH!

They're hints

I tried thousand times to proof that I was the one to be blamed of. What have I done to my life? I'm getting messed up and miserable. Ok, there are things that I wish to share with some one but I'm totally freak out and I can't even barely to stand straight in front of you. Yeah those are hints, you hard stiff heart. How on earth should I say that 'I like you'. I can't just can't. It's so hard and painful to keep on stalking you desperately. Yeah kinda stalking you mildly because that is the only thing that I'm brave enough to do. I ain't an extreme stalker but I am a stalker. heheh (does that make any difference.... it does it does :p).

Hate feeling please go away from him and his heart. Because of you we stopped talking to each other and because of you too he let my drown away in a deep sea. I didn't mean to smash his trust and the bond but I was too naive to realize that I acted like a jerk. I really hope that those hints will be meaningful to him and he really gonna get that.

So long :)

P/S: Am I getting sentimental or desperate? God knows the best ('',)

My new crush

Yeah Andy Davis. That is his name... hahah :P

Betta

What would you say when you had the first experience to drive back with more than 20 Betta fishes (fighting) in hand? haha. Never thought that Uncle Lee will give us those fishes he bred. I'm telling you those fishes are really rare and darn beautiful. It's not a lie at all.

Since my brother is trying his hard to be a Betta breeder, now he has more than enough Betta in hand and about to try his first attempt of breeding those. Wow! great huh. With more than 13 adult males and 6 adult females, he'll walk through his dream and fame. Can't wait to see those SOON! haha

human in betta's skin

half moon betta

crowntail betta

Happy Birthday Aniq!

Finally the time has come. He reached the level where all the mind and thoughts will start to grow to argue with the elders. Haha.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY Muhammad Aniq... Can't wait to be back home and kiss you, hug you like a teddy bear.

Last 2 years, at 3.00 am my dad got a call from Malaysia. It was my sister, she said she's delivered a baby boy. I was sleeping in Macau OK. Luckily our flight back was on the next day so it is not that desperately forced us to take a flight back right away. Haha

That is my lil nephew. He's a talkative boy and very very clever which make he's a dangerous boy hahaha not that dangerous, just being an exaggerate. he catch everything we speak as fast as our mind can think. He now can speak Malay, English and even Mandarin. He learnt that from a playing laptop, a birthday present from my Mom's friend.

Really impressed me yesterday when he spit those words perfectly. He not even 2 yesterday. hahah. Ok2 before I overreacted, overexcited or overwritten I should just stop and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANIQ! Love you so much :) muah muah (Aniq's habit)

penguin

Judgmental

Human or should we call people will never be far from being judgmental. That is why we really concern about our first impression whenever you are about to put yourself on the stage. If you see kids running around here and there while barking and shouting in a train what would you first think about them? (Am I sounded like Sue Slyvester in Glee? haha) These kids are too noisy why on earth does their father just let them running and making riot here. This is not a playground Sir! That would be how we judge the situation but actually the kids' mother had just passed away and that is the only way for the kids to entertain and release them from the burden. That is why daddy let them playing around.

Haha, this is judgmental. Why do first impression important. Whenever I attend any grooming classes or talks they'll always remind us about first impression. This is because first impression is a typical judgment. What would your wear to meet your to-be parents in law? what about a job interview? Class? Formal dinner? Would you wear your lingerie out to meet your parents in law? oh hoho would you wear a bottle of perfume to impress them? No right, because you do not want them to think bad about you.

Cheesy huh. haha yeah so all I want to remind all and MYSELF it is normal for you to hate a person at first but try to be a good frienemy and you'll find out that those weaknesses in one can turn out to be something good and those good things about them can remain to be the best thing to talk upon. 

Have fun people finding your frienemy and judgmental is just an idea that you have to alert yourself to be aware and prepare for surprises. So long :)

P/S: these days, I feel like a motivator and a booster but all I know I'm neutral ('',)

Sorry is a powerful word

Today again something made me think about my pasts. They're not the good memories though. 'Sorry' made someone feel weak but the truth is that is the key of happiness. I'm dare to say that caused I'm kinda expert using the word since I think that's the best way to re-tie a friendship knot.

I ain't the pro here but expert it is. haha (does that make any differences?). I used the word "SORRY" hardly in friendship when I feel that I'm being overacted with something. Yeah serious my pasts are like mess. Really mess. Sometimes it wasn't my call but I take the blame because I care about the friendship.

So hope that YOU, YOU and YOU will try your best to confront each other and start to build a better hope. "Sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit", even it's normal for husband and wife to have misunderstanding so I bet between friends zillion much easier.

So don't be shy to use the word "SORRY" even you think it wasn't your fault because it is even better, sincere and beautiful to take the blame - give and take and DO NOT FORGET "bertepuk sebelah tangan takkan berbunyi". So stop honking to each other and start to embrace the good thing about your friendship. All the best to YOU, YOU and YOU. So long :)

P/S: Applied to myself too. haha :P

boost the inner strength

I really love how One Republic express the song that as if telling about myself. Hit me right into the chest. We tend to restrict ourselves from doing things that are beyond our comfort zone. I'm like that, kinda conservative and preservative in allowing myself to be hurt and keep myself in a box crying and complaining and even cursing alone. I don't really push 'me' to stand by my rights.

 Listen to this and you'll see how Ryan Tedder tries to give an exclamation of advice. Haha

Say (All I Need) by One Republic

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something
Somewhere better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong, but
Nothing's turned out how you wanted

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you know what your fate is?
And are you trying to shake it?
You're doing your best and
Your best look
You're praying that you make it

Well, bless my soul
You're a lonely soul
Cause you won't let go
Of anything you hold

Well, all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Better than you had it
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Yeah, better than you had it

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head

Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say it

It's raining in Aussie

All the best to you on the course. Go for the podium this time. InsyaAllah you'll bring a trophy back if luge voted in :)

Go Malaysia, Go Furlong

Total Eclipse of my Heart

Haha emotional... stressful. Is this some kind of test for me this week? It's really tense and tempting to study with all problems coming through along my day. Hahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahah (are this real or fake?) I smiled because I'm leaving out all those mean creatures from my life but they keep coming every tick of the clock. Woohooo.. really makes me sick and EMOTIONAL.

Problems with family, schooling, personal etc etc. they're too many to list about! So i call this week as an "eclipse" which I defined as lighted the night but do not really illuminate it. In Malay we called it 'suam-suam kuku'. Pray for the best people and one told me to make the best of what I have right now because life is short, live life to the full! He's kinda right about me. I'm actually make it worst and will always be this way. I had all the best in my life but I ruin those bit by bit and now I left with "NOTHING".

Turn around,
Every now and then I get a little bit lonely
And you're never coming round
Turn around,
Every now and then I get a little bit tired
of listening to the sound of my tears
Turn around,
Every now and then I get a little bit nervous
that the best of all the years have gone by,
Every now and then I get a little bit terrified
and then I see the look in your eyes

Turn around bright eyes,
Every now and then I fall apart
Turn around bright eyes,
Every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time

I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
A total eclipse of the heart

Turn around bright eyes
Every now and then I fall apart
Turn around bright eyes
Ever now and then I fall apart

A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart
A total eclipse of the heart

TOUCHDOWN!

I'm getting really sensitive these days. Maybe there're too many things that I've gone through alone without asking people to help me. And I just don't feel right to turn to somebodies' shoulders that I rarely know or grow up with.

It's hard to stay far away from parents. Yes they are the best shoulders that I can cry on but I tend to turn to others because I don't feel good to put more burdens on theirs. Several times, I thought of living alone without any people around me so I won't get hurt or hurting others.

I have dreams and those dreams I put them in too. Never thought off leaving the town far because I want to leave my parents away just plan that to make my dream come true. I look tough yeah I know that I pretend to be cool and be happy but I'm fragile, REALLY fragile inside. I tried to put those pieces back together but they keep falling from each other. Ok that's just a metaphor! haha

I hate to be serious or sensitive with people but I just can't. I tried thousand times and the harder I tried the further I'll drift away and the harder to swim back to the shore. Wow I'm really down this time and I just couldn't care much about my surrounding and all I want to be right now is in a DARK room and keep myself alone till I'm ready to walk out from it for some light.

If possible I need a darker room than this!

Revenge

Can revenge really make us feel happy? Does it really works? But making someone suffer doesn't make your pain go away right?. Yeah experiences really told me that. It is normal as a human when we say "you'll get what you deserve", "you did that to me and why can't I?", "it's your time now, soon I'll pay that back". I used those words everytime I'm acrimonious about something to someone somebody around me.

Last night made me think does my plan is the best way to tell someone that I don't like what he /she did to me? I am a bully victim maybe because I'm too small to get a respect or too short to be seen.  hahha *pulling off my feet* I was actually an invisible in those eyes. My heart, my feeling, my privacy, my intuition those really don't exist in me aren't they? I thought of putting a revenge but not really a revenge but somekind of wake up call to make people realize, 'Hey Iffah is here, OK!'

But after wisely think and judge it with some intuition and intrinsic within me, haha. I just don't think of putting one because eventually I've gone through this for quite sometime. Not saying kinda expert but kinda immune with those and it's normal for me to be the bottom girl. I don't care because after all that has been always my place that pushes me to work hard to prove that one day I'll be a better human with better life and make them realize.

It's true people, revenge really can't make you feel happy, keeping those bad thoughts really make you feel like a dead mannequin that is waiting to be disposed off. So why burden yourself thinking of revenging. Prophet Muhammad was being bullied through out his life but he didn't put any revenges, instead he seek for Allah's help to open up his enemies' hearts. Let the Almighty does His job caused all this is His granted and He's the only power that has the right to do that.

Have a great day and God bless everyone. So long :)

I miss Glee!

 Ok, I really miss Glee right now. Watched only up to the 4th episode this new season!!!! ah, watch this sneak and peak it for now. They sang Teenage Dream ahhh love this song,,, hahah

A stressful night

Hints hints... yeah2 they are good but they're not when they are up less than 24 hours from the final. What am I suppose to do? I haven't read a single thing about well logging and now a question (20 marks) will come from there. Urgh... this is so stressful. I was not suppose to be in the final as far as I remember. So that's the weaknesses of knowing hints. We tend to take for granted on that right?

Anyway why on earth do Well logging has to be in the syllabus of Advanced Drilling Engineering? Weird huh. Oh my oh my, I don't really think that I can make that topic tonight and hope fully tomorrow I have some idea on how to fry those on the paper.

Resistivity, Gamma Ray, Sonic, Neuron and Density Logs please,,, please be easy with me tomorrow ok. I left with 2-1/2 hours to memorize those formulas and do some review on my test papers. Got no much time to spend on you. Sorry loggers. ;(

WST, bye bye

Treet.. treet... treet (typing, photostat and printer sounds) 

Alhamdulillah... yeay officially I'm done with Well Stimulation Techniques course. Wow. To be honest those questions are really familiar and as expected but I couldn't even dare to say that that was easy. Can't really rank the difficulties of the questions. All I can say I've let those to the right Above to help.

During the exam, hahah I was the first person to go out to the ladies. It was a record. I don't know why as if I had a gallon of water before the paper. hahah. while answering  the questions, the invigilator came to my table to sign the attendance paper. It's normal right during exam the only thing that in our minds are how to answer this question. But this kind invigilator (he's really kind) came to me and said 'Nice signature'. Haha I blurred ok all I can think was 'Oh, thank you' with a smile. Haha that never happen to me.  I called that as 'take a break' moment for me.

So I left with 3 sub questions that I really am not sure with the answers. I read those but they don't seem to be locked and buried in my brain. So I start looking around, the floor, the ceiling, hahah can't think of any idea actually.

Whatever it is. I'm pretty sure there'll be no more well stimulation subject for me and NOW my head can start to be cracked off with all the equations and formula for Advanced Drilling Engineering. Wish me luck and have a great nice day to all. So long :)

Evolution

Alert... Alert... Alert! Those caterpillars are about to form themselves into pupae. Haaaaaa... what am I going to do? How to kill those before they evolve to be mean and nasty butterflies in my stomach? Oh no! soon soon, they just can't wait to be butterflies and I can't face them.

In less than 15 hours from now, those pupae will transform and all I can do is to let them fly freely in me before I really can kill them after 12 pm on Thursday. Urgh, this time I know that those butterflies will be bigger than usual.

All my nerves says so and they are pumping the blood more rapid than usual. I can feel it from the tip of my toe up straight to my head. Yeah nervous NERVOUS nervous. Pray for the best Iffah that's all I left with now

Lucky Charm

Urm, something just came through my mind. Haha today I called the my day the 'quiet before the storm'. It means that today will be a peace day for me because tomorrow and the day after tomorrow will be horribly hectic. So, I'm planning of enjoying myself with some 'refreshing' Well Stimulation notes and praying that tomorrow all my lucky charms will be with me in the hall to help me with those questions. 

Yeah lucky charm I remembered a cereal brand called 'LUCKY CHARM' for real people. I'm not really sure about those brand in Malaysia but I had those back in 1990's. hahah see how old am I? 

*censored* but it's cute

To be honest I don't really believe in luck except if we define luck as rizq. Rizq depends on our efforts instead of luck utterly and solely. hehehe I don't want to give lecture but oh yeah just remembered a thing, I did ask my lecturer on those terrible marks he gave, those answers of mine are actually the correct one. hahah Man, I love it! really really really love it. I lost 7 marks just for nothing. JUST LIKE THAT! *pap* knocking my head on wall. hahah

Ok2 pals, till next post. Bye So long :)

We're like magnet

You have the north pole and so do I. So we'll always pushing each other away and will never ever going to be attracted to each other. SO WHY BOTHER?

You're not perfect either. You made mistakes too!

I hate you because I was so naive to put hopes and allow myself to be in that dream. So long to YOU!

I'm such a pathetic

Pretend myself to not to care about people is hurting and really hard. I forced myself to hold to all my promises even those are made years away back but for me it’s still a promise and I’ll do my best to not to smash it. I’m a liar if I say I have stop thinking about the past and my mistakes and I’m a liar too if I say I don’t care about you anymore.

I can't stop thinking about it and I really wanna end this now but I don't really sure am I really ready to face it. Haha I know I'm such a pathetic but I just feel good about it because this is where the challenge comes in right? Analogically, when you have macaroons and you know you mom says 'Don't eat till I'm back' and you promised to her you'll wait for her. It's torturing but you know if you eat those you'll broke your promise to your mom and that is sinful so you keep yourself busy pretending that you don't care about the those delicious cookies. 

You see when your mom reached home, and saw you're waiting for her, isn't that will make her feel happy? What if you ate those and left some for her, she'll eat alone all by herself. Isn't that is sad if you're the mother? Urm actually that is exactly what I felt whenever I tried to brake my promises. I can't stop trying to brake it in any ways but the harder I try the scarier I would be. So at the end, I make myself busy and forget those stupid promises I made (Lesson Learnt: Never ever let your feeling conquer your mind when you're making any decisions/promises), even I keep falling into pieces holding on those. All I care is what will 'YOU' feel later not mine. hehehe :)

Am I making any sense here? Haha just answer it 'NO'. I'm tired bubbye off for nap heheh.. So long ('',)

Tik Tok Tik Tok

It's almost my first final paper for this semester (35 hours to go). Wow unbelievable. Time runs really fast and it changes the hour without we realizing it. Ok, actually I'm bored and tired reading all this economics terms ahhhh so just not me again! hahha

Just dropping by to share some gtalk captions/statuses by some friends:

(1) Holding an anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing to others but we're the one gets burned

I was so triggered with this caption because I never thought of throwing a hot coal to someone actually. All I wanna do when I'm angry is to throw a leaf to that person or else I just draw his face on a paper, crumple it and straight to the dustbin. hahah I'm still sane from doing that irrational actions haha :P

(2) When the grass is greener

Oh yeah, that reminds me to "california girl" by Kate Perry. To be honest I really wanna see the grasses in brown or purple. Green is common already to me so I bet different grass colors really can make my day and bet me it can be a good tourist attraction

(3) Busy caused it's final but you can disturb me

Ok, this statement is common for those people who desperately need some attraction. Lack of Intention Syndrome. This is very critical because the guy/girl will actually talk non-stop whenever one buzz their gtalk. 

Haha, ok people I'm just doing my things no offense. Just for fun and good entertainment for me especially those really enlighten and illuminate my night. Evening people. So long :)

I need LUCK

A massacre just so to happen in UTP! ahhhhh.. hahah ok yeah something like that had happenned to me actually. But I'm not talking about how the lecturer tried to 'kill' most of his students. It's just not fair I think because the answer is not wrong and the markings was totally based on LUCK (you had full marks even your answer is wrong and vice versa).

So last night made me think, what if this thing happen in my final exams? What if the lecturer mark those wrongly? Will he change the marks for us? Haha I bet most of my classmates are in the same page with me on this. But whatever it is things happened and I have no power to amend those and I have no interest anymore in standing on my right to fight for more than 10 marks from him. Hahah weird action by Iffah this time.

Ok, whenever exams coming, people will either say 'All the best', 'Do your best' and 'GOOD LUCK'. I guess I would prefer the third wish from everyone this semester. Haha caused all it matters LUCK will help me with my result. Sometime this made me think 'Am I acrimonious because he marked it wrongly and that is unfair or am I acrimonious because it's bad for my result?'. Told yeah I'm weird isn't it. Those are the same issues but I interpreted those differently. You see if he marked it wrongly and stiffly reject any corrections since he sent those marks already, doesn't that decision is against he's ethic and norm as a lecturer? but when I'm a bit pissed (not really pissed actually this time :P) because of my result, that is just to concern me to get an 'A' so I'm upset on the other side of my shoulder. Haha I'm walking around the bushes now

Whatever it is, I've decided to just let things go and pray for the best caused after all, Allah made him to grade those wrongly and hope he'll open up his heart and listen to his students in the future. As to conclude my futile post 'I need LUCK for my Gas Field and Well Stimulation papers, yeah LUCK!' I NEED MIRACLES, come to mama.... hahah So Long people :)

Branson will be in a red skirt

Finally, this is like the 100th times I loaded the posting page. Man , really can't stand this snail internet connection. Ok, so before anything happen to the line I better write something to loosen up some tense and stretch my fingers after hours of reading. haha

So, something good to talk about this week would be the battle between the CEO of Air Asia, Dato' Tony Fernandes and his opponent Sir Richard Branson, the CEO of Virgin Airlines. Since the F1 had just lowered down its curtain, officially the deal between this two men starts. So early of the F1 season, both of them had made a deal if their teams lose to another, the losing man will have to be the fly attendant in his opponent flight. Haha I thought only kids will do this kind of dealing and challenging but there are oldies people that are still into this kind of 'humiliating' games I would call.

Just to happen Dato' Tony won the deal as Lotus team beaten Sir Branson's, the Virgin F1 team to be in the 19th in the team standing which now yelling at Sir Branson to get ready for his first attempt of attending people in an Air Asia charity flight  from Kuala Lumpur to London. As to honor Branson, he will have the opportunity to pick on the charity body.

Haha prepare your suit Sir caused you'll be wearing a red skirt, some make up, and I guess with your beard and mustache on. All the best to him! I hope soon there'll be pictures of him attending those lucky people in the flight. hahah have a great day people, So long :)

Sir Branson will not be in this sexy body at all ;P

Takbir in UTP

Allahuakbar Allahuakbar Allahuakbar, Lailahaillahu Allahuakbar, Allahuakbar Walillailham

Once in my lifetime I'll be celebrating the EidulAdha in UTP. Huwa!!! I need my mom and dad on the celebration days. Who's gonna make some rendang or ketupat or good foods for me tomorrow? Ya Allah, let this be the last time I have to do this in UTP please3. What will it feel to celebrate Eid far from our families? I bet some of you have experiences on that and I believe it needs courage and determination to feel it right.

Whatever it is I'm still happy that at least I have the chance to experience Eid with friends here in UTP and they're like a family to me already. So in 5 hours time, we can start congregate the takbir and I'll be doing it alone tonight but tomorrow will do it together with all the UTPians in the mosque.

When we say this is the time when Prophet Ibrahim (Abraham) was called to sacrifice he's 1st son, Prophet Ismail (Ishmael), maybe this time around, it's my turn to do my sacrifice. So I'm getting cool with it and hope for the best. After all, we are the slaves of God and He created us with reasons and gave us everything we have now so it has been our ultimate priority to surrender ourselves to Him. :) This is my sacrifice this year, hehe >.<

Eventhough tears can't really show how sad and touched I am but I know that my family is having the same feeling too about me celebrating Eid in UTP. Soon, I have to learn to be independent and letting their hands off slowly to chase my own dreams and all I care is that they will always remember me here and pray for my best. Hahah it's getting moist here. Man, ok people whatever it is I really wanna wish everyone "SELAMAT HARI RAYA EIDULADHA". Have a great/safe journey back to your hometowns and Happy Holiday all! ('',) So long~

Lets recite it together

NAMES and FACES are my main confusions

Hahaha... I just finished watching the 'Date night' so I was so shocked to see the guy acted as the D.A Frank Creenshaw looked exactly like the 'Kung Fu Master' who suspected to commit suicide in a hotel in Thailand back in 2009. All the way watching the movie I kept asking myself 'am I missed something? I thought this is a new movie but how on earth can a dead man be in this movie?' Ok people I was totally out of my mind. haha

After the movie, I locked my eyes at the cast list and saw 'William Fichtner' and I googled his name. HAHAHAHA! I got the wrong man OK. The man that killed himself was David Carradine. So my concern here 'am I really that confuse with those faces?' caused to be honest I always confuse with people faces and my sisters will not to forget to laugh at me whenever I get the wrong person. For instance Bruce Willis and Tom Hanks when I watched the Angel and Demon then this Mr Fitchtner' and Carradine, Nick Cage and Adam Sandler and plenty more.

Sometimes whenever I talked about someone, other peoples' faces I'll imagine. hahah what a funny brain I have here. I think maybe because my brain is not synchronize with my mouth, just forget it :P. Ok2 keep on laughing hahaha whatever it is I'm kinda happy with this because this is me the real me so consider this as my daily jokes. oh yeah sorry if I say 'I remember your face but what's you name?' because I really meant that. Haha bye people have a great day and sleep tight. So long :)

see what I meant? haha

Paranoid

Defined as 'afraid or suspicious of other people and believing that they are trying to harm you, in a way that is not reasonable' or 'suffering from a mental illness in which you wrongly believe that other people are trying to harm you or that you are very important'

These are exactly what I feel now! What is happening to me? Why are all the bad thoughts rant through my mind. I don't need them the only thing I need is to reminisce good memories to boost my strength and motivate me for my finals.

 

Have you ever experience the same problem as mine? How did you turn yourself back from those and what are the main contributors of this bad adjective?
At a point I felt timid and all I can think is people hate me and they are trying to isolate me out. Sometimes I have explanations on anything that I do and did but they seem to be ignored and couldn't care less about me.

 

When things get worst, I can feel the nerves in body telling that I'm an invisible. Nobody sees me and I'm not exist around them. WHY? WHY do I feel this way? It's so disturbing and frequently this feeling caused me to back off and let myself to be the prey. This is not me, I dont like to give up without effort but is it because scared of being ignored or hated I change the real me?

Please bring back the real IFFAH GARIB!

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Ivy League

When talking about Ivy League automatically those high-class universities ran through out minds; Columbia, Yale, Brown, Princeton, Cornell, Dartmouth, Pennsylvania and Harvard. Wow... It's a like golden ball if I ever gonna get the offer to be in one of those universities. Haha people joking, never dreamed even once, OK! hahah

So I just so to know these great names in Gossip Girl. Most of the American seems to be worked very hard to be accepted in one of these prestigious colleges. Haha. But that wouldn't be my concern. Just browsed through the 2010 world university ranking and guess what UTP is not even in the top 200 list. EXPECTED! Whatever it is Yale will be my choice of the league since it is in the top 10 before Indiana (I think my aunt graduated from here :P) and Purdue University.

1  Stanford University	United States
2  Massachusetts Institute of Technology	United States
3  Universidad Nacional Autónoma de México	Mexico
4  University of California, Berkeley	United States
5  Peking University	China
6  Michigan State University	United States
7  Yale University	United States
8  Indiana University	United States
9  Purdue University	United States
10  Duke University	United States

I'm stunned to see Oxford in the 16th rank caused I thought all this while Malaysian talked mostly on Stanford, Oxford and Cambridge. Ok, I'm hitting my sack but remember friends, university is just a place to gain knowledge but to be a real person it is about our attitudes. You don't have to be in Stanford to be the best among the best. Most important thing is just try our best and try to strike for the best in our life. So long :) BEST! BEST! BEST! hahah (I need a psychologist NOW)

UTP with its internet connection

Wow, this is my third post of the day. hahah to be honest I'm kinda bored reading this friction materials for final exams. ok so blog is the best space to spent on hahah I had this video that I really wanna watch unfortunately, it has been already 2 days I tried to load and buffer the video. It's kinda frustrating badly because it really tested my patience to keep on refresh the page and wait it to load.

should just cut the cable instead of smashed the innocent desktop

The management really have to do something with this problem because I can say that this poor internet service experienced since the first year I was in this college (2006) yet I think it's getting worst because now I have no DC++ where I can spend at least an hour to download several movies and files. That WAS the good thing about UTP once upon a time.

I know there are some poeple will argue on the effectiveness of the study with good internet in front of us but that doesn't confirm one will spend most of the time doing futile activities because with internet it can make one a global thinker and information searcher. Those videos in Youtube can release some tense and open up the young generation mind to think out of the box.

where does this creature get an electricity supply?

Facebook, yeay that it the main concern even the parents encountered these days. Parents start to create an account and put eyes (spying) on their kids' progress and social affair activities. Haha but with that social pages, we the students who live far from our parents or families can communicate with together economically. Isn't this has a point? :P

connect people and help us to run faster?? ahha

Ok, folks that's all hahaha it feels really great to write and share with people. So long :) poor you lil Pluto 

PLUTO: sorry I didn't mean to send those spam emails

How to remove eyebags?

Eyebags/black circles/puffy eyes those are the terms that we use to define the tired-eyes look on our faces. The longer you let it there, the darker and bigger it will be. So, before thing gets even worst, try some of these remedies:

(1) Stick a couple of spoon in a freezer at night and in the morning, hold them under your eyes for a minute

(2) Put raw potato/cucumber/tomato slices under your eyes and make sure those cover all the bag areas

(3) Apply a cool-wet tea bag on your eyes

(4) Soak some cotton pads in milk and leave those pads on the eyes for few minutes

(5) Use some eye gels

However, people say 'an ounce of prevention is better than a pound of cure', so to avoid those bags from being prominent on the face, check out several preventions below. Hope they are helpful enough:

(1) Get a good sleep

(2) Slightly elevate your head when you're sleeping

(3) Avoid booze and salty food

 (4) Use moisturizer daily

Feel free to try those and have fun with it! Happy testing people, so long :)