Malays are scared of Change?

If we want a change it must come from us - Anwar Ibrahim. Doesn't what he meant make sense? Oh sorry, Malays don't really think that way, aren't we? Thinking back, I wouldn't call myself a malay, I'm a Malaysian. I really teared my eyes when I see Chinese people stand up for their rights and dignities but what happen to the Malays? Are you people still wanting to be the slaves in your own country? You don't see that because the government is killing us softly. They use race issues as their 'democratic' approach and you typical Malays believe them till death.

We are being lied through the history of our own country. Why do people see the Tunku Abdul Rahman is the savior? why don't we look at Onn Jaafar as a great leader and hero? Because he has no space of speech after he was kicked out from UMNO. He has the first idea to unite all the races in Malaysia which eventually Tunku did after that. Yeah! 'democratic' so called I guess. Your history subject in schools are manipulated version of the real story. We are a country that gets the independence without any blood drops. Huh??? Aren't we great! Wow!!! Easy peacy money!

We are not ashamed at all to be corrupted country. Ya Allah, I'm so ashamed to be called Malays now because I need a change and I can't spill my thought for not being call as government opponent and 'Penentang bangsa'. I'm so sorry if you people hate me for what I said and about to say, but leaving in the States (yeah, I know it's just my 4th month here) makes me see how I don't see my future in my own country. I have no freedom to speak, I have no freedom to stand by my own rights?

How democratic are we? Leaders rule the constitution eventhough in your 'HISTORY' subject says Constitution should overruled everything. Kah Kah kah isn't that funny? Negaraku! One more big issue that I see the malays have. It's a darn deep disease chronic level 5 cancer. You hate to talk about the past. Whatever had happen, just accept that, familiar with these?

Redha, ini ketentuan Allah, kita manusia takde kuasa

Terima je la dah itu yang Allah tentukan

Apa yang Allah beri adalah yang terbaik

Apa-apa pon periuk nasi aku selamat, lantak pi la orang lain

Ala, cina mana nak tolong orang melayu, kita je dok tolong diorang. dasar makan ****

Kalau kerajaan tak bela hidup kita, kat mana lagi kita nak berteduh?

Aaaaahhhhh, cut these crap! Nobody is wrong when we say we have to accept this Qada' and Qadar but do we ever ask ourselves, are we actually giving the best and full effort in making a change to ourselves? Right, Usaha -> Doa -> Tawakal. but don't be the slaves of your own life. Nabi Muhammad SAW, he's the greatest leader of all time. When he fight, he fight at his best level and even he lost, he never give up. He try try and try till his opponent surrender themselves to him. So why MALAYS you have to give up and let the natural calls for the right?

Make a change, it doesn't mean that you have to kill others for justice. Stand on your leg, fight for your rights and dignity. Don't make them sleep in peace without telling you the truth. I know that I sounded like the opponent party in Malaysia. OF COURSE! not because of I anti the government but I want a change. I want to see how far the opponent can bring us in the eye of the world and in our lives. MALAYS are scared to take the risk because we want to live in our comfort zone and that is the reason why we are left far behind! Sorry peeps, I'm just saying!

I remember, back in 2006 I guess, Tun Mahathir came over to UTP for a talk. Oh, he's there every year. I will never forget these from his mouth 'Yesterday, I flipped through a book of Doa' and I stop over a Doa' for passing an exam. So, it's easy to pass, don't have to go to class and study. Just read this Doa' and you'll pass' and he laugh after that. Oh my, I was about to get my butt of from the chair and leave the hall. How could a person recognized to be the Muslim figure speaks in that manner? I wasn't aware of that at that moment. He was telling us that, you have to keep trying and DON'T GIVE UP! I hope that's what he meant. Not all the things that he said I can digest and accept but as for that, he made a sense.

I don't hate Malays and I don't hate the Chinese either eventhough my dad has been chased out from a Chinese workshop few years back when he tried to help the man. But I know my dad always doesn't want to see the fall of Malaysia because Malays did the same thing to him. Don't let your narrow mind to control your future. It's time to wake up people! It's time for change and keep asking for the truth because you deserve bunch!

Anyhow not all 'Malays' are typical, there are bunch like me too I know. I hope it's about time for Malaysian to take the risk :)