Tuesday, September 27, 2011

pfffft

oh no the most scary thought is here! No way not this soon.
My heart has no more feelings, my brain has no more imaginations,
I lost my self-confidence, I lost my self-motivation,

I look and look and read and read on walls,
I saw sorrow, tears, failures in me

Don't tell me to never give up with 'this' life
Don't yell at me to ask me to stand by my side
Don't warn me that life is going to be better

Is Oil and Gas really my destiny?
pffft (I don't feel anything - does this mean I'm giving up?)

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME????????!!!!!

Monday, September 26, 2011

Hudud

This post is gonna be bombed by others ni.. oh, don't get me wrong. I do agree with Hudud because that is what I believe and I don't see it as a problem. But I don't deny that the current issue in Malaysia occurs when the penalty of Hudud itself is not being explained and taught well enough to the public. Malaysian only knows how to comment and compliant but they don't really open the book to read and they don't even care to think and ask. they don't want to open their minds about the future and they refused to discuss and look for the truth because they only listen to what they love to listen and they shut their heads for things that they hate to hear. Why there are too many people against Hudud? I learnt about it when I was kids and sees it in a positive way, why can't I now?

Negative propagandas (nanti orang Malaysia semua takde tangan, pakai tangan plastic - so Orang Malaysia ni memang kaki mencuri la ye? curi harta orang, hak orang? like that) were/are made by some people to reject Hudud. For God sake, who's GOING TO CUT YOUR HAND? If you don't steal and if only if you steal without any forces and with witnesses. Look, in Hudud, stealing with force is not to be justices this way. Ok, for instance you're poor and your Mom needs money to buy her medicine, you steal peoples' money. Then the law-man has NO right to cut your hand. What about you are being forced by a gangster or else they'll kill you? You are innocent in this law. See?

Why do Hudud punish a mankind in 'the harsh' way as you see? when a person commits sin stealing with his own willingness and he/she got his/her punishment, they will regret their mistake and will never steal again. Then the public who's looking at those, they will realize their mistakes and AUTOMATICALLY, crimes can be rated down. The punishment is vary according to the offender.

I know there are too many ideologies on this hudud. Please Islam is not mean. The teaching is perfect and you should know about it before you talk about it! sorry if this post is too sensitive but I just don't want people outside (Non-Muslims especially) to see this as a problem for you. For those Muslims if you think that Hudud is wrong, then I think you're wrong because only those who commit sins will never agree on this. Berani kerana benar, takut kerana salah.

Dont't jump to the conclusion. Jangan nak main pakai cakap ikut sedap mulut about facts. Belajar untuk belajar menjadi bijak and adil. Orang melayu mengaku Islam tapi taknak terima apa yang Islam bawa. Part yang sedap kita amik, part tak sedap kita buang. Tapi what can I say, it's really menyedihkan to see orang Islam sendiri lebih percaya pada kata2 mereka yang bukan Islam tentang agama kita. Kenapa? That's the reason why I say that Muslims hanya akan kalah not because of kekuatan mereka but kerana kelemahan kita sendiri. My respect really goes to those who learn and become Muslims than us who are 'born' to be one. Think about it

PLEASE BUY BOOKS ON HUDUD (THE REAL ONE) WRITTEN BY MUSLIM AUTHORS AND YOU WILL UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY. SORRY DIDN'T MEAN TO HURT ANYONE BUT I JUST WANT TO EASE THE UNDERSTANDING, REDUCE CONTROVERSIES AND EXPLAIN THAT ISLAM IS NOT MEAN!

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Ramli is truly a Malaysian Boy

Does the name Ramli rings a bell? haha I can't stop laughing looking at my facebook friends who are intended to be like Ramli or change their name to Ramli.

Those outside Malaysia (hope there are few), Malaysian boys are well-known for their passion to football. I'm telling you, it's very odd and rare to find Malaysian boy who hate football or don't give a da*n shit with the ball world. There are few men I would say but majority are typical.

Since that, footballers are their favorite sport men. They can't live the world if they miss A match of their favorite team. Name it Manchester United? Chelsea? Manchester City? Arsenal? Liverpool? BlackBurn? BlackBerry? ooopssss hihi sorry (over-reacted).

I think they know about the team more than they know about themselves. Too passion! So, Harimau Malaya (Malayan Tiger) is our very own Malaysian team. Since the HM won the Suzuki Cup last year, the team has become famous and there is at least something to be proud off. But then, the team starts to roll down the hill (in my opinion) because they are too dependable to few players only esp the keeper and striker.

Oh please don't make me start mumbling about football because the more I write the more I'm going to give wrong infos the more it sounds funny. Whatever it is, after since Malaysian become fanatic to the progress of the Harimau Malaya, they start to become insane. Hahah (sorry no offense saje nak provoke)

So, what's with this guy named RAMLI? here watch this commercial by TM


So Ramli makes Malaysian proud without excel in his study, he can still joins the MU in the English League and make Malaysian proud when he score a goal. International player so called. He promises his father that he'll make him proud of him one day. He proved that dreams can become reality.

Why I called Ramli is the truly Malaysian boy? It's simple because most of the boy in Malaysia today wanted to be like him. like who? like him. Whatever it is 'Ramli makes us laugh and smile'

Thank you for your time and da-da for now (",)

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Kenapa Saya Suka Annas Easkey?

Arrrghhh, jangan banyak tanya saya sapa Annas Easkey ni, apa mission post ni, kenapa poyo2 nak cite pasal mamat sorang ni.. kata pon Annas of course la lelaki. 
Walaupon followers ku tak ramai (berani mengaku), I tak kisah pon pasal contest yang Annas buat (poyokan diri), I nak inform je pasal this guy. (I nak commission)

Annas ni seangkatan la with my brother (Taufiq Zakir). They both passion kat photography. Kehulur-kehilir ngan camera diorang. Lens jangan cite la, ada yang besar tangan manusia. So, nak dijadikan cerita Annas ni first time I met middle of this year. Dier buat photoshoot Project X (free hair & muslimah) kat The Scope Studio (family business) located di Desa Pandan. That was the first time The Scope Studio housing more than 40 people.

I sumpah tak kenal mamat ni, My sis told me dia orang johor, budak baik selalu tolong parents dier. Betul tak betul tanyala parents dier ye. hihi. Annas ni kalau snap gambar kat studio tu, bergolek sini, terbaring sana, dia plak yang macam posing lebih2.. tapi itu lah yang dinamakan professional tak gitu?

Kalau photography ni, of course la saya support my brother kan tapi after usha2 annas punya kerja, WOW! gempak sih. Sorry la I can't share Annas's works kat sini sbb copyrighted kan. Ada yang kejar I ngan parang kang. But please feel free to click here for his blog and here for his fanpage. Tengok la blog dier 'Makeup adalah ekspresi Fashion adalah Inspirasi Kamera adalah Luahan Hati'. Tak main kau Annas! Ayat power

So back to our business. Kenapa saya suka Annas Easkey? secara kasarnya masterpiece Annas la ye. Saya ada 3 je solid reasons (kalau nak kira points kat atas2 tadi pon boleh :P), reasons ni smua pasal karya Annas ye. Personal, tuan punya badan lagi tau

I've read few award winning photographers' blogs and of course the best the only Nigel Baker kan. No one can deny his talent and creativity in his pieces. Just imagine how he can turn a junk yard to be a great scenery for his snaps?

Therefore, technically, a good photo is first able to caught peoples' eyes. Yes betul beauty is subjective. A good photographer can change an ugly thing to become great in the eyes. Tak percaya? ok, let see tgk gambar snapped by Annas ni, then you tell me, does it catch your eyes? click here. Cuba tgk scenery belakang macam kat kawasan kubur lama je kan, lumut sini sana but a good photo tells story. First it caught your eye then it tells you story. With that, baju cantik ke make up meletops ker smua help to structure the photo. So kira berjaya la gambar ini since it caught my eyes and kubur tu dah jadi macam good port untuk photoshooting

Then, lighting, kalau outdoor fine, nature lighting but what if indoor photos? click here. look at the shadow. Wow meletops. Nak cite pasal lighting color contrast la apa la I tak pandai, but that tall shadow behind tu gave a humongous impact to the picture. Ni Annas dah baring2 la kot atas floor tu amik gambar.

Last sekali, editing. Annas part editing mmg penyabar la. Passion makes everything possible. Paling best editing yang buat macam 3D pictures tu. Wacaya sama lu la. click here kalau nak tgk album 3D Annas.

Ahhh dah la tu sibuk nak puji2 Annas ni. I rasa dah buleh muntah darah dah dier baca blog yang duk puji2 dier. Nak tunggu Annas buat project photoshoot model ngan binatang/inserts pulak (macam ANTM tu la). Mana tau blh panggil dier Nigel Baker Malaysia. Sewa2 la The Scope lagi ye Annas hihi

bye smua. thanks for reading :)

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Dhuha

3 months have passed
and 3 months to go
waiting is killing and
wanting is willing

I can still wait but I can't keep silence hoping to be called
So, effort something within my limitation
Dhuha is the answer

The doa' (meaning) is so touchable
Western said 'Save the best for the last'
Muslim said 'Allah has a better plan for me'

'O Allah, indeed Dhuha is Your Dhuha, the beauty is Your beauty, the precious is Your precious, the strength is Your strength, the sway is Your sway, and the protection is Your protection.
O Allah if my thrive is beyond the sky, bring it down and if my thrive is in the earth, bring it out, if it's difficult ease it, if it's haram purify it, if it's far bring it near.
With the blessing of Your Dhuha, beauty, precious, strength and sway, Pour us with everything that You have poured to those Solehin'

Monday, September 12, 2011

The Best Malaysian Blog

Ok, lets just go straight,
I've seen few people share a blog
They call her DATIN
urm, I thought she may be a typical kind of Malaysian lady like me

So I stop by her blog and read almost 3 hours spent in her site
wakakaka
hebat tak hebat
hahahahahahah
kahkahkah

Gempak, Awesome, Marvelous
I just can think of those words about her
She is soooo Happy go lucky OK!
Isk it's really time consuming to express my thoughts about her blog

Why dont you people spare few minutes to read her's
For sure you'll never forget her site later

Here's the link: DATIN (Datin, nak commission hihi)

Have fun reading and till next post!

Thursday, September 8, 2011

SOOOORRRYYY!!!!



I AM SO SO SO SO SOORRRYYY TRILLION TIMES!!!!!!!

If you know who you are

please don't force me to write your name here!

I tak berani even you are going to offer me cash money

Please please please

You know I will never give up till you forgive me

I promise I'll make my best out of the best

Won't hurt you again

I'll make everything up to you (tebus semua my mistakes)

TOLONG LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Copycat? Ciplak?

Heard the new song 'Malaysian Boy' by Altimet and his friends
Production for the 'Suara Kami' punya event
Kat Astro la kawan?
Heard that? kalau tak pernah, here it is.
Try listen to it note by note, bit by bit, code by code (waaaaaaahhhhhhhhh hahaha)


ok, sounds familiar?
A couple weeks ago, the first time I heard the song
I was in the kitchen and at the chorus part especially
I was so messed up
"What? Malaysian boy?"
Eh, American Boy la. hahha
How naive I can be sometimes

Nah, listen to the original song by Kenya West 


What do you guys think?
copy? or nafas baru (melayu cakap la)?
Personally I don't think Altimet should be this innocent to copy others
He has been a great song writer
It's too insane for him to actually 'improvise' others work

To be honest, Suara Kami ni apa?
Heard of it several times
but I never get the time to know about it wahahaha teruknya
Urm, I can see the 1Malaysia in the Malaysian Boy song
but i hate to say this, it sounded better as American Boy
Patriotic in a different way
kalau nak nyanyi, buat lagu Malaysian Boy yang betul2
compose new song, draw a better lines and codes
then it will be better.

 But what can I say,
P Ramlee's songs pon ramai dah copy
Ahmad Dhani, again Altimet
wahahha nafas baru, nafas baru.. (sarcastic look)

BYE!!!!!

Takot

Pernah tak anda admire someone
Tapi you found out that his/her life is not as you imagine
Takot tak to join a family that can make you as tiny as an ant?

Haha kalau nak try pegi la
Then you'll know how plain can you be
Tak sesuai la they're too good for you
Takot la they are far way too high from my standard

So, jom pegi solat and doa banyak supaya Allah terangkan hati kita semua :)
hihi bye!

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Baby Whale

Crook crook crook
Ok, that's my tummy making the annoying sound
wanting me to get something for her

Raya is almost done typically
yeah I know I have 3 more wedding invitations and 5 houses to attend this weekend
Walayeh kenyang tak kenyang?

I can feel my body is being pumped
Dah la makan banyak, unemployed pulak
That sounded like heaven kan 
Tak keja duit takde but still can eat like nobody business

But in the other way
I'm getting worried
Not saying I'm getting _____ (serious tak, hahah)
But I dont feel healty and
paranoid kalau2 I turn into a baby whale

Tak makan host merajuk
Then makan gak la cubit here and there
wahahaha

Oh yeah
Anyone kalau ada part time job,
roger2 kan la I ye
cause I don't want to be a burden for my parents pulak
dah tua2 pon nak mintak duit from my parents
tah apa2 tah kan

Hihi
ok guys
take care of yourself
Dont eat toooo much
control you consumption
Drink more plain water

till next post, bubbye

p/s: I asked Aniq 'oh, going to a open house ye', then he said 'tak, nak pegi tengok Lighting Mcqueen'. Wah this boy as if he can't say Cars 2 nak jugak cakap Lighting McQueen. Isk geramnya

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Flea Attack

Ahhhhh, Ramadhan was a tough month for me and my fam,

We had to fast with these fleas in home

Damn those stupid fleas

Sakit kau gigit aku sana sini

It's like living in hell with darn extreme itchy reddish spots

Spending a week in Johor is like embracing the tranquility of the paradise without those scratching

hey you, 

if you have cats or dogs at home make sure to always prevent those flea cause once they attack

they leave no mercy!

In the future, I will try my best to not to have any pets

I love animals but I don't think I'm ready to have these itchy skin AGAIN!