2 men

My life currently is like choosing 2 men.

The first man was my soulmate I thought at least.

He and his family have been sacrificed ever since to my family.

They gave us money to survive, to live the world

They helped my family a lot.

I'm thankful for that

But as time goes by, he changed,

he became forceful, arrogant and selfish.

All he knows is 'because I said so'

I can't give opinion nor request anything

Whatever he decided for me I have to follow.

He's now forcing me to accept his proposal

Then I have a new guy whom I met 10 months ago

Eventhough he's a newcomer but I heard good stories about him

He spent alot for me

He helped me to learn about myself

He lend his hand to show me my ability

He proved to me that I'm good in my choice

He was the first to take me out and confess to me

But he's still waiting to propose me

I want him not 'him'

Bella now I understand