Along

What the hell? kau pinjam duit Along RM 1000 and the interest was RM100/hour. Where the hell are you gonna get that RM 1000 with the interest in a short time? Damn you! Nasib baik kau bukan family aku. If not, you'll never gonna see you brain again! Feel like punching my fist on your face sampai biul... Stupid

When good deeds repaid by evil

Some people wish to have parents when they know that the really can't have one. Some just ignore their parents while they are still alive. Some felt abuse by the ultimate love that they fully gave to those they call 'mom' and 'dad' and some felt hopeless when they try to be the happiest thing that a parent can have.

Where is actually the meaning of love when we know that we tried our best but those efforts are way too far from 'the best'? We gave everything that we can to be beside them and hold them from falling apart but the universe seems to be the enemy. Being someone that have the demon fortune contradict the reality that life is fair and 'good deeds are meant to be repay by evil'.

Speechless, hopeless, give up are blended in together to form the feeling of reluctant in doing anything everything. Nothing is meaningful and nothing is useful. May Allah bless me with anything that I have and may Him let this pain flush away to make me tougher and stronger. Amin